THE LESBIAN CHRONICLES:MY INITIATION

My initiation....

Tara stood watching me for a while, then removed her own clothes and got in with me.  

Every Saturday, my brother, Debo would take me along with him to see his friend. This was the only condition of our dad letting him go out.

 Even though he was 17 (five years older than I was) my father would not let him leave the house without me. I believed it was his way of making sure Debo was kept in check but my father had no clue.

See, as soon as Debo got to his Mark's house, they would both leave me with their sister, Tara and head out, often times, for hours. I did not mind much. Tara was 16, and to me, she was really cool. She acted and dressed like a grown up.

She even used makeup. I simply enjoyed watching her and hoped I would one day be like her. She did not pay much attention to me, though. Whenever I was around, she just sulked and spent her time watching TV or playing on her phone until Debo came to get me.

One Saturday afternoon, I was in the living-room, as usual, sitting beside Tara. She was watching what I knew now was a porn movie. Then, I had never seen any adult movie but all I knew then was that there were naked people on the screen. She did not mind that I was watching with her. There were two girls and one guy in the video. The girls would alternate between kissing and rubbing each other and touching the man. I was very must interested in what they were doing and my 12-year-old self was curious.

After about 30 minutes of watching, Tara turned to me. "Have you ever kissed someone before?"

I shook my head. I did not know what to say. Tara did not really make a habit of talking to me and definitely not about something personal.

"Let me show you," she said. She suddenly leaned in and was kissing me. I felt nervous but did not want to stop her. She made a sound as she kissed me then began to rub her hand all over my body. I felt an unexplained excitement as she touched me. I felt like I wanted her to never stop. I squirmed in her hands and tried to play along the best I could. Her tongue in my mouth felt very good and I had this urge to touch her too. Before I could act on the urge, she broke our kiss.

"Do you want to take a bath?" She asked me.

I really wanted to. The had a bathtub and I always found myself looking longingly at it. We did not have one in my house and I wondered what it would be like to fill it with water and soak in it.

"Yes," I told Tara.

She smiled. She had never smiled at me so widely. My heart leapt knowing that for some reason, I had impressed her. "I would be right back," she said, then got up to leave.

I heard the sound of water coming from the bathroom and I figured she must be filling the tub. I could not sit still, I was so excited.

She came in after a few minutes and led me to the bathroom. She undressed me and I got in the tub. I sat down, filling the water surround me. Tara stood watching me for a while, then removed her own clothes and got in with me. We were facing each other and she moved closer to me. Soon, we were kissing again. Her wet hands roamed my naked body this time.

I gasped as her hands went to my naked breasts. I felt the warmth between my legs even though I was surrounded by cool water. Her hands moved downwards and found my center. She was soon at my entrance, gently stroking and touching me.

"Would you like me to show you what adults do?" She whispered to me.

I wanted to be an adult so bad. I nodded. She smiled again, making me very happy and continued kissing me. Her mouth went from mine and she was soon on my breasts. I enjoyed the feeling of her sucking my nipples. It felt so good that I soon began to moan the way she did when she was kissing me. She sucked both nipples until I felt myself my excitement growing. Her fingers inside me were doing such sweet things that I started to move against it, wanting her to touch me more.

"Let's go to the bedroom to continue," she said.

We got out of the water where she tenderly wrapped me with a towel. As she did, she kissed me again before leading me to her room. She laid me on the bed and came to rest on top of me. Soon, my hands were around her as we kissed. She was moving against my center and I definitely felt wetness. Her finger returned to where it was earlier, but this time, her mouth followed. She spread my legs apart and buried her head between them. I gave a sharp, piercing cry of arousal when her tongue touched me. Her fingers began moving around and inside me as she tongued me.

Something amazing began to happen. I felt the pressure building in my belly. What I felt frightened, yet exhilarated me. "Stop! Stop!" I kept saying to her trying to push her off. She did not stop but continued her assault down there. I felt like something was about to escape from me. My legs were jerking and I was shuddering but Tara did not stop. I started screaming and suddenly, I felt like I needed to pee. She still did not stop. I tried pushing her off again as I cried out until finally, I exploded. It was like I was being lifted off the earth and I was overtaken with the sweetest feeling ever.

When I recovered, Tara was looking at me, wonder in her eyes.

"Did you enjoy that?" she asked me.

"Yes Tara, very much."

She smiled happily. "Now let me teach you how to do the same for me."

Tara officially became my favorite person after a few more months. She taught me so much about my body and soon we were pleasing each other every week. She also taught me how to touch myself. But most importantly, we got very close during this time and she seemed to enjoy my company as much as I enjoyed hers. She sometimes even took me out after our brothers left and I met some of her friends who seemed interested in me too.